heyy ppls...im so tired rite now...i just got home a lil bit ago from britts house...me, her, her sis, n  her mom were gonna go to chucky cheeses...but we didnt want to wait in the line for an hour...so we went to the mall instead...it was pretty fun...we saw kayla, ashley, donna, angela, n this other kid there...we were at the mall for like a half hour tho..after the mall we picked up kalya S. n went back to britts...me, britt n kayla hung out for a while..i did britts hair..n then i came home...rite now i am waiting for jared to get home from work..i am gonna call him a lil after 10...i love talkin to him!...he is so awsome..i miss him so much...i wish i didnt have to move ...i get to see him next weekend tho...i cant wait!...valentines day is soon...wish i could see him...i did last year...my computer is being so gay...i been trying to fix it forever...hopefully it will be ok tonite..n for a while...its workin ok now tho...well...ima go...laterz

I LOVE YOU JARED!!!!!
"im so into you"        *13*

<3always~*mandi*~

well...im alrite today i guess...brittany didnt come to skoo...im a lil sad rite now...but i guess ill be ok...i just want jared to be happy...i just hope i never lose him...i love him so much..he means the world to me...but if he finds neone better...i wish him all the luck in the world...i just hope he dont...i really wanna be with him more then nething in this world...newayz...i took my test n quiz today...they were both easy...rite now im waiting for my dad to get home from work...dane is over jareds rite now...so im not gonna be talkin to jared til laterz...i miss him so much...everything was great wen i was in bangor...n now sumtimes it seems like things r gonna slip away..n i dont wanna let that happen...i wanna keep our love as strong as possible...but i can only do so much...he as well has to keep it strong to...well..he made promises to me n said he wasnt gonna brake them...so if that is wat he says...then i guess that is wat is goin on...if i keep my promises n he keeps his then we will be together again...its really hard to explain me n him...but im sure its understandable...well...im goin...laterz

I LOVE YOU JARED

"im so into you"     *13*

<3always~*mandi*~

heyy ppls...im so bored rite now...i had a great weekend....i spent the day with jared yesterday...then me n brittany(from bangor)slept over danielles(jareds sis)...we didnt go to bed til like 1 am cuz we smoked a cig after we called jared n dane n said goodnite n talked a lil in bed before we fell asleep...danielle pisssed jared off...she was makin him think that there were guys there n that we were goin out...but there werent ne guys n were werent goin out...she was doin it on purpose...i promised jared if i went newere i would be goin to his house...me n brittany wanted to go up to jareds...but danielle didnt want to...then today me n brittany went back over to jareds to hang out with dane n jared for a while...we watched scarface...well atleast tried to...lol...n then my dad picked me up at 3 30 which made me mad...cuz it was to early to leave to go home...but atleast i got to see jared...cuz we couldnt go over his dads...n his mom wouldnt let me sleep over cuz she had to work...my dad took me up there n picked me up tho...so that worked out...i finally saw a crack house this weekend...hahaha...it had a fuckin bunch of dumb whores in it...newayz...im waiting for jared to come online....he probally wont be on til 9 tho...i have a quiz n a test tomorrow which is shitty...cuz i just fuckin started these classes...but the damn teachers dont give a shit...either u kno it or u fail...i called brittany(my wifey)today wen i got home...n noone answered...she is probally busy..cuz she has a special sumone over her house today...lol...newayz...i guess i should go...cuz i ran outa things to say on here...laterz

I LOVE YOU JARED!!!!!

"im so into you"     *13*

<3always~*mandi*~

we didnt have skoo today...i slept in..i didnt wake up til quarter of 12...i didnt talk to jared yet today...i guess cuz his puter was being gay...but im callin him in like a half hour...im fixing my puter...it is gettin so much better now...it took me all week just to figure out how to fix it tho...but atleast it is fixed now...i hope we dont have skoo tomorrow....n if we do i hope we atleast get a two hour delay or sumthing...i left my purse in my book bag..n i left my book bag at my aunts...n i had my probation money in my purse...so hopefully i dont see my probation officer until like thursday or friday or sumthing...cuz im not gettin my shit back til wednesday nite...i was with my mom this weekend at work..the storm was pretty shitty...we were the only ones on the road...i didnt really talk to jared that much this weekend...he was with his friends...i talked to him last night tho...so its all good...n im talkin to him tonight n shit...last nite him n sam told me sumthing...it was a good thing tho..it made me happi...today was a boring day...cuz i didnt do nething...i talked to brittany on n off on the fone...i am waiting for her to get online...well...i am gonna go...laterz

I LOVE YOU JARED!!!!!

"im so into you"     *13*

<3always~*mandi*~